If ever

Hi guys in there, how is it your day? Well, still hoping a good day for all of you. I don't know how to start over. I was so disappointed with someone. Someone that I respect and admire most in my life. Someone that become an idol for every decision in my life. But now, it means nothing. I thought you are different from other because you shape me different. I thought I have a perfect life because you thought too. But it totally wrong. I was wrong to think that way. 
If ever you are not the reason why I born, I'll be happy.
If ever you are not the reason why I live, I'll be proud.
If ever you are not the reason for what I am now, I'll be praise.
but,
you are the reason for all....
and now, I pleased with my destiny. Nothing to regret for because its the fate wrote for me. And I accept it because I know and I believe this is the best plan that God made for me.